Lonely

Whatever have I done? Who have I become? I am human, but I know I am no man in which I was a few moments ago. Feeling sick. Feeling something take over me. What is this room? Whose blood is all around me? Whose blood is all over me? This thing is asleep. Whatever could you be? Such negativity, but I feel you can and will help me. Such negativity, but I feel you will be my only friend or family. We are both hurt, but you hurt nothing like me. We are both hurt, but you don’t seem to let it bother you like I do. Why? Why are you locked away? How did you get here? How did I get here? Has fate brought you to me or has it brought me to you? You terrify me, but I feel a deep connection to you. It feels like love, but I don’t really know what love feels like. It feels like love, but I don’t really know what love is. Yet, not many people do. Many people feel hurt like me, but not many want to heal like I do. I don’t wanna feel pain anymore. I don’t wanna feel the way I feel anymore. Teach me to feel pain like you, and I will be happy to set you free from this cage deep inside of me.